Impasse

It seems I am at a crossroads. I have completed a years worth of classes in preparation for the pastry chef program and had planned on doing another years worth of prep. But I'm feeling like this is not the direction God wants me to go. And I'm not really certain where He is leading me. I feel sure that I'm supposed to be in school, but I did the pastry chef thing because I enjoy baking and felt like it would be practical. I didn't want to just go get a degree to say I have one. I mean, I'm a stay at home mom, so a degree is not a necessary qualification. I'm kind of stuck between two ideas and I'm not sure which one to do.

The first is to study music, though the logistics would still need to be worked out. Would I just be doing and associates degree or would I get my undergrad? Will I go to a local school or will we uproot our family and move while I go to school? What exactly will I study within the parameters of music?

Do I study music or do I train to be a doula? I'm just not sure and I'm having to walk solely by faith on this. Not an easy thing to do....